OMG!! I’m so sorry I haven’t been checking my messages!! Cutting is most definitely NOT the answer. I know a lot of people claim it helps feel pain and the sight of blood makes them feel alive; but seriously what is it actually accomplishing? Nothing.
Just because you cut yourself to “feel” the pain doesn’t mean you’re completely numb. I bet you’d feel a paper cut in a really inconvenient place. I bet if you got hit in the face with a baseball bat, you’re more than likely to feel it. In all honesty, if one was to cut, what is the real actual use of it?
I think cutting is the absolute worst. Why leave permanent scars on a beautiful body for something only temporary?
I lived on the streets for 5 years (im only 22 now, do the math), had an extremely shitty family before that and I constantly have bad luck. BUT that doesn’t mean I have given up ( I gave up hope many times) but yet I still push myself to get out of bed everyday. I am a horrible person. I can’t keep friends, I barely have a family and I’m just a walking mess. But if I can still keep my head high; I KNOW you can.
Everything will be alright in the end; if it isn’t, it’s not the end.
I hope you see this before it’s too late! I’ll be sure to keep checking my messages 24/7/365/infinity